Part 1: Trust the Process

Photo from my trip to Northern California last November.

Photo from my trip to Northern California last November

I wasn’t sure what I wanted to share first in my series, but as I started thinking over all the possibilities I realized that I could share some insights that everyone can relate to… and a topic that has come up frequently in my conversations: our instincts, those physical impulses we have including that “gut feeling”. I believe there are cues that we, as civilized and modern people, have learned to subdue. They’re still there, but our rational thinking tunes them out. I find that as the demands of the modern day increase, people are building up more and more pressure, more and more rules… to survive. People are told that if they can’t handle it, then they must live in the misery of non-stop stress. Yes, there are moments when we thrive off stress, like when we take a risk. That’s when our adrenaline kicks in. However, if adrenaline is constantly being surged through your body, eventually this chemical becomes depleted. Some people can take it longer than others, but we are all human and no one is invincible. Eventually the price of long-term stress is payed.

That's when immune  boosting foods and habits come to the rescue!

That’s when immune boosting foods and habits come to the rescue!

hand graceIt’s funny though… people living in modern societies are constantly in an effort to prolong life, lose weight, be super healthy! The information is very interesting, but I think many wisdoms can be learned if we just slow down and reconnect. Reconnect to the rhythms and cycles of life that echo through everything in the world around us. The more pressure we build up, the more complicated our situation becomes to get out of. Personally, I’m a “respond to warning signs/flashing sirens” kind of person because deep inside I don’t want to explode. I’ve heard some say “well, I’m so far gone and I simply can’t step out of the life I’m living.” Try taking a step back into reality and living it. That is… to be present. That’s why I decided to become a holistic health coach: so that I can support people to feel whole again, to reignite their human potential by making changes that benefit them in a profound way. Having battled my personal demons through adopting sound behaviors and thoughts, eventually growing to a point where I got back in touch with my essential self, I believe that every person has the ability to do this.

tight rope hand

I often feel like I was given a map when I was born, and I’m–for the most part–following it. My mother would tell me that I was born with a star… whatever it is, I know that I’m making my way towards something–like a monarch butterfly migrating back to where it came from. Sometimes I want to take a shortcut, and there have been times when I didn’t want to go on with the journey. Sometimes I wanted to call it quits and say “game over.” That’s what I find so interesting about the human experience: most of us have some guiding force–something that moves us to keep living. I just hope that people don’t get so overwhelmed with the modern world, that they shut off and become the living dead.

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Preface: Practice Daily Face Lifts

craneAnd I’m back–with a message from the kingdom aka yours truly! As I was writing this post I realized that acts as a preface of my recent journey: regaining myself including my health. Since I started this blog I’ve been told by readers that it has inspired them to honor and learn about themselves, and I hope this blog continues to do that. I think it’s incredible that by sincerely expressing my own experiences and thoughts I can support someone. Even through a basic connection… knowing that we’re all in this together. Funny how we can get so internalized that we forget to simply look out, which heals us in some way.

french classes

While I was in New York my body decided to shine a light for me. Actually, it was more of a blaring siren! It had seemed like all of a sudden I was a stranger in my own body. I would break out in uncomfortable rashes on my face. I was exhausted yet had a hard time sleeping, and the texture of my hair had changed. Not to mention, I had gone up 20 lbs. in 4 months, and a few more things were on my list of “noticeable changes”. An ominous dark gray cloud was hovering over my emotions. I started to think of myself as a curious case… a freak. Why? The first thing I thought was perhaps it is the food I’m eating. But it seemed that no matter what, my symptoms continued to escalate. How much hot air could my balloon take?

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A Fresh Take

Hello everyone! Quite a few things have happened since my last post.

I’m no longer in Florida

I spent my last few days enjoying myself, and working on some projects. So I arrived back in New York the other day…

… in time for the beginnings of Spring!

   

I’m already missing these two buggers though, and I know little Matilda does too.

Since I’ve been back…

I officially enrolled to study to become a holistic health coach!

I’ve enjoyed running along the Hudson River again and realizing that I live in a great city.

… realizing my blessings and truly appreciating them is a daily practice now. I don’t want to lose sight of things again.

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